Nick Lazzarini is amazing. Simply amazing...
I just finished watching So You Think You Can Dance, and I was absolutely AMAZED at Nick's dancing. My jaw literally dropped when he did those fouettes and pirouettes (for the non-dancers out there, those are turns). And those leaps! Oh. My. Gosh. If this guy does not win the competition, the show is a failure.
I'm always amazed at talented male dancers. Especially ballet, jazz, flamenco, latin, or ballroom dancers. Male hip-hop dancers are common, but it's so rare to see a talented male dancer in other forms of dance. I'm used to seeing girls dance so it's nothing big to me, but when I see a guy dancing extremely well, I'm in awe. Dance is considered a girlie thing in our culture so a lot of guys won't get into it and go for sports instead. Well, I personally think that a real man will not be embarassed to get into dance - it takes a lot of guts to do it in our culture and if a guy is secure enough in his manhood to go for it despite the criticism from close-minded people who think dance is a girlie thing, in my eyes he's a lot more man than any jock. Listen up guys - REAL MEN DANCE!
Anyway, enough about dance... When I was at work today eating lunch, an old friend showed up - George Marshall! He's back from McGill and is working at the same place as me now (though in a different program). I haven't seen him in 3 and a half years! The last time I saw him was when we met up in Montreal before I went off to Sweden in January 2003. And at Mass last Sunday at the Chaplaincy Centre, I saw Natalie Gallant for the first time in 3 and a half years! Now she has a little boy who's a toddler, and he reminds me of Albert - the toddler from my host family in Germany. Such a little cutie - blond hair and blue eyes, and very energetic. Noah (Natalie's son) was wandering around while Father Charlie was saying his homily, but it was so cute that no one was bothered by it. I sang with the music ministry again and hope to continue. I don't think I'll be able to this weekend because my shift at work ends at 8, but any other time that I can, I want to sing at Mass.
Anyway, I should finish telling my WYD adventures... Here's what we did on Friday:
At first we thought we'd have to pick between shopping and going to the chocolate factory, but in the end we got to do both! We started off by shopping, and I bought a funky WYD shirt, a long white gauzy skirt with beads and embroidery on it, and some funky accessories - an ankle bracelet with bells on it, and a beaded purse (Sara-Sour commented on it "That is so Amelie!" and she's right! I love sparkly beaded stuff). I also got souvenirs and a nutcracker. I already have one, but since the nutcracker story originated in Germany, I just had to buy one there! I couldn't find a real one that can crack nuts, so I got a decorative one. When I asked the cashier if I could crack nuts with it, I'm guessing she couldn't understand much English because she shook the box and in broken English said that it wasn't broken. A few of us also went for ice cream and walked around in the WYD excitement.
Later, we went to the chocolate factory. Our tour was scheduled to be in the afternoon but we couldn't do it because that was when we had our Way of the Cross planned, so we went in the morning. The whole place smelled like chocolate so that gave me cravings (hey I'm a girl, what did you expect?!). There were displays on the history of chocolate - it originated with the Aztecs in Central America, and later became popular in Europe. One thing in particular that I remember reading in one of the displays made me laugh - it was about chocolate being an aphrodisiac. A French king (I think it was one of the Louis, but I can't remember which one) had 2 mistresses - one was "cold as a dead duck" and ate chocolate to get herself in the mood. The other one was "insatiable" and fed chocolate to her lovers to get them in the mood... Later, we saw actual chocolate-making machines - one of them was a huge complicated machine and its only purpose was to shape chocolate balls! We also saw some workers pouring chocolate into a mold shaped like the Dom, and I was like "Oompa-loompas!" But we never saw Willy Wonka... I ate a few raw cocoa beans and some samples from the chocolate tree. That tree had a chocolate fountain - the oompa-loompas dipped wafers in them and handed them out to everyone. I loved them so much that I ate 3! I am now convinced that the forbidden fruit in the garden of Eden was the cocoa bean... Later, we went to the gift shop and splurged on chocolates. I bought 2 bags of small chocolates, and a little box of gummi bears (I think gummi candies originated in Germany). Then, while we were waiting outside, I started talking to a little old nun from the USA and she asked me if I ever thought of becoming a sister. I myself have thought about it in the past but I don't think it's my vocation. But I told her to pray for a friend of mine who is thinking about it. Later, my group went back to the hostel to drop off our stuff before going for the Way of the Cross.
In case it rained, Naomi lent me a poncho she had and in the end I was very grateful. All morning, the weather was nice and sunny, but soon after we started our WotC, it would start raining off and on, and it would even pour sometimes. It didn't get me down at first though. The readings were great - Father Gerard did an awesome job! And when we sang "Jesus, remember me, when you come into your kingdom" it reminded me of the WotC that my friends and I did as a fundraiser to get there. I'm sure they felt the same too. We walked along the Rhine as we did our pilgrimage, and sometimes the locals would stop and watch us. But not with disdain, they seemed interested in what we were doing. When we arrived in town, the area around the Dom was overcrowded. That, along with the rain, started to wear me down. We had to stand in huge crowds in the rain waiting to get into the Dom and eventually I was so worn out that I just wanted to go in, walk out, and then go back to the hostel to rest. My store of strength and energy was depleted, and the chaperones noticed too. When we walked into the Dom, I felt a little better but still worn out and wanted to leave. The cathedral itself is beautiful with all its carvings, statues, stained glass windows, etc, and we got to see the golden box with the relics. When we approached the adoration chapel, I was still worn out and was expecting to just walk in, walk out, and still be tired. I wondered if the Blessed Sacrament would be exposed, and someone said probably not since there were so many people. But when I went into the chapel, something amazing happened...
The Blessed Sacrament was exposed, and seeing it made me feel calmer. People were kneeling on the floor, worshipping, and I was fortunate enough to get to the kneeler directly in front of the Blessed Sacrament. I was puzzled to not see anyone on it since it was a prime spot, but I don't know, maybe Jesus wanted me to take that spot? I kneeled down and said a prayer. Something I noticed is that every other time before that, kneeling on hard wood made my knees ache and I always had to sit down after a short time because the pain would distract me from my prayers. But this time, I wasn't in pain at all. I could have stayed kneeling there for hours and never feel any soreness. When I finished my prayer, I sat back on my heels, and felt that my strength and energy was being restored. When I had entered the chapel, it was depleted and I thought I couldn't go on any longer, and now I was getting a refill. Some skeptics would probably say "it's just because you got to sit and relax after a long time" but I think that even simple biological reactions like this contain the presence of God. I left the chapel energized and felt I could go on with the rest of the pilgrimage.
When we left the Dom, we saw some people buying and selling the Pope bracelets - the yellow/white ones with John Paul II, Be Not Afraid, and Benedict XVI on them. Then, the rain started again and this time it was pouring hard. We found refuge under a bypass and stayed until the rain stopped. Then, my friends and I, along with Father G and Phyllis decided to go to a nearby restaurant for supper. Funny moment - the waiter, who didn't speak much English, was trying to translate the menu for us, and described something as "garbage salad". We laughed our heads off, and figured he meant GARDEN salad. I ordered ribs and they were delicious. The fries were great too. The waiter tried to push us into getting beer, but because of the no-alcohol rule, we had to decline. But then the waiter brought 2 glasses of "the best beer in Germany" - one for himself and another for Father G. Father G wouldn't drink it, so in the end we made Neal drink it (Don't deny it Neal, I have a picture to prove it!). It was his first time drinking a glass of beer! He didn't finish it though, he only drank 3 quarters, and I finished the last quarter. But I was sipping it like how I normally drink wine, so everyone was like "don't drink it like that, chug it!" and Amy tipped the glass to make me chug it. We had a lot of laughs at that dinner...
Then, we went to a mini-mall where Martina and I bought umbrellas. We didn't know if it would rain the next day for our big pilgrimage to Marienfield, so we wanted to be prepared. I just bought a small cheap umbrella, but Martina got a fancy one with a cool picture of a painting on it. When we went back to the hostel, Father G and Ryan started singing Irish songs and made us all laugh. When we got back to the hostel we got cleaned up and had a group meeting and Joe asked us about times today when we saw God. I talked about my experience in the chapel at the Dom and after the meeting was over, Terry commented that he had noticed that I was exhausted before going it and thought that what I said was beautiful. Joe also said that if anyone wants to go to a Taize prayer service, he can take us there. At first, my head was saying "no don't go, you need to sleep, you have a long day tomorrow" but my heart was saying "go, you'll love it and you won't regret it." In the end, I decided to go, and I'm glad I went.
Joe, a bunch of the chaperones, along with me, Amy, and a few others, went to Taize. We took the subway to get there and it wasn't near as crowded as usual since it was night. We had a lot of laughs on the way over, those chaperones can be the funniest people when they're not trying to keep huge groups together! When we arrived at the little church, there were people outside with candles, singing Taize hymns and our mood got quieter. But quiet in a good way. The service was absolutely breathtaking. I had never heard these hymns in particular before, and I fell in love with them right away. Many of them were in French, and the words were so beautiful that I couldn't help but totally feel them. I am so glad that I went to that service, and the others in my group who went, felt the same way. So, I missed out on a few hours of sleep, that didn't matter to me at all. It was totally worth it.